today is the start of my night classes. after drinking three cups of coffee to fight my whole day's exhaustion from work, i went home feeling dizzy and wanting to throw up. i forgot that what was cushioning my hunger and tiredness is the knowledge i'm getting from Conrad. what can i do? i just idolize the man. i don't mind throwing away my five thousand bucks for a meaty information and a community who shares the same passion as i have. and neither do i mind fatigue cripple myself.
so here i am, running on coffee while writing this (and yeah, i write anyway :P) and a handful of cold rice for an after-midnight dinner. i am still trying to remember everything that we've discussed, and they are all running in my mind now while feeling nauseous and at the same time a bit hungrier still.
nevertheless, this is the time that despite my temporary physical weakness, i feel happy. happy that finally i already have a group where i belong. people i can run to whenever i have doubts. and of course, having a mentor who came out of bankruptcy to prove that he is already better this time and to spread the word that he learned, to us who are wanting more.
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