Thursday, January 7, 2010

shopping for books

i should begin doing away from bookstore. i shouldn't have to. but i think i got a disease on buying books despite the fact that i still have a few more bounds to read at home. i am addicted, i suppose. and anything addictive in the wrong way is unforgiveable.

yes, they are just books. not a manolo pair of shoes or a louis vuitton bag. yet, they all boil down to 'wanting to spend at least'. the thought that 'i have money in my wallet that is available for spending'. that's the disease i've been wanting to cure completely. i hate to think of what else to buy when there's nothing else to think about. and though it stirs an excitement within me, i have to stop it. to conceive it in my mind is to allow it to happen. maybe a little more sacrifice. afterall, it's not about not-buying-books because i can always buy a new one once i finish them all.

so, i'd better read fast if i want to own new ones. i can say, quite a challenge for a slow reader like me. but if i won't do it, it's my wallet which will soon be in crisis. and i can't let that to happen again. never.

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